honestly, im pissed wth only you. you're childish immature. i freaking dont owe you a living. seriously. i dont have to cheer you up. dont have to be the only one that bothers to talk to you dont have to be your punching bag dont have to hear ur pathetic whines dont have to do this that and that. so dont freaking think that im supposed to.
fine. i know i dont sound pleasant, but wth. nique said i should be more nasty. py said i should be meaner. maybe then ppl will stop taking my trust forgranted maybe being and old bitch isnt that bad maybe for once ppl will stop lying to me.
just for once, i'd like to give people a taste of their own medicine
to ppl who changed me, dont expect me to be the same old retarded smiley- i cant go back to being so carefree with you. because, ive learn so much in 3 months. some how, i wished i never had to grow up i wished you were what i saw you as. i wished that things didnt have to change to. but. its your fault. really.
now im more mature. ( should be) i know ppl betray i know ppl lie i know the world is NOT a pleasant place.
this awful world. coated with sweet lies filthy disguise hypoctrites disgusting rats. desparados. liars. a whole.
so. you wonder why i forgive people that easily. i wonder too. i wonder why im not some depressed piece of shit. well. im thankful for that.
i hope my halo still stays. halo . the angel. manda. rightttt. ((: because i dont like being and evil nasty bitch. `
