Sunday, September 25, 2005
the com has been rather attractive lately.
but after turning it on for 5 mins,
one starts to get bored.
starts to think its a waste of time coming online.
and one might even start to find it boring.
but one just cant find the strength to switch the darn machine off.
yea.
oh wells. ive got SORE EYES AGAIN.
darnit. its like the millionth time i bet.
mommaye wonders if i have some weird disease.
went to church anyhow.
glad i did! gracie was awesome today.
i think daph's been robbed of her brains.
she's lamer than .. well lets just say she has never been lame.
yeaa. found out we would be combining with the guys.
wonder if they are gonna split us gurls up permanently.
darnn.
i hope not.
oh wells. i wonder how'd it go.
if all goes well.
if only everything goes well
with prelims, life, friends, my finances. my walk.
yea. off to watch tv.
((:
4:52 PM
im done
Friday, September 23, 2005
wahahahahaha.
awesome awesome awesome day!
whoots```
had netball match today. like totally serious kind.
((:
against the juniors. they were supposed to treat it as a NON-FRIENDLY match.
shivers and vibes i tell yaa.
at two thirty, everyone did like normal training stuff.
then straight-ons, highestpoint, passes.
realised i have grown old man.
stamina, lacked like the first thirty mins of the day.
oh wells.
den we had the match. it was a blast really.
estb was really very encouraging, cos it was tough as seniors.
but there were LOADS of injuries mann.
like loads. yushu almost sprained her ankle again.
dawn fell, zarra too, quack strained her muscle,
i think there were more??
oh wells.
i felt like i was in sec 1 again. first time since forever our batch made up the whole team.
yay. we wore our yellow beep. double yay!
oh today's match was really great
5 quaters- or so. cant remember.
and the sun was hot!
so my skin has a little more colour.
oh and,
welcome home recruit ((:
9:37 PM
im done
Thursday, September 22, 2005
oh wow.
what a day. there's this saying.
everyday with you lord, is sweeter than the day before.
how true.
went around with yushu today. played netball first of course.
sweat buckets again.
so anyway. we went to bugis to see if the nike bag was still there.
sadly, they didnt have the blue one anymore.
when to alot of places, and they only had 1 piece of the green one left.
yea. so we went to city hall after that.
had a blast.
((:
sentence she said a million times : you dont lame can?
hahahahaha.
so anyway. we went to suntec's b i r d, to see if they had the bag,
and they did! like 8 left.
so its kinda cool.
then we went to adidas.
WHALAO.
i saw this bag with blue stripes .WHALAO. i kinda like it.
but then again, i dont wanna waste my money on something i like for only like a brief moment.
shoot.
plus along the way saw this awesome paulfrank shirt. its. yea, green.
but the thing is i wanna buy shirts and that bag and so many other stuff.
i've realised im SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY outta cash.
and that sucks.
but then on the bus ride home from piano,
i thought. although im seriously freaking broke,
god has blessed me with alot of really really awesome friends.
blessed me alot.
crazy lovely people: yushu. estb. my beloved juniors. kiatty. jest. belle fibe xiuwen. church mates.
so now, i dont feel that poor at all.
thank you one and all.
even if its just one phone call, i LOVE YAR.
6:55 PM
im done
Sunday, September 18, 2005
watched that hongkong show.
i kinda like it. hehs.
and its stupid that one has to wait till sat for the finale.
arggg. i love sappy shows.
HA HA HA.
but then again,
the show made me think.
of everysingle one who's been down
friends, mates, everyone's having a tough period?
breathe. stumbble and choke.
i once told bobby.
it doesnt seem as if anyone can be with the one they really really really like.
like ULTRA like. maybe even love.
if only we had the answers to everything. and everysingle doubt we have.
im gonna say -gun nar sai- to all this.
jestyn you nana. i wished i knew what you were thinking please.
went out with stupid kiatty yesterday. he's worst than a poke.
totally totally totally.
maybe he's name should be Koh Wei POKE.
oh wells. retarded day i tell you.
he says my boyfriend would surely die.
ha ha ha.
((:
after all. binn doesnt call me a princess for nuttin.
hehs.
9:37 PM
im done
Friday, September 16, 2005
i changed my template.
sick with the old one. wanted something simple.
jestyn talked to me today. hehs.
it was really really really cool.
((:
long chat, but real nice one.
people ask where i wanna go in life.
i have no idea really.
the reality of it all is, i cant go anywhere.
prelims will definitely suck. if minimum C5, it will be 25 marks.
if my maths gets an 8, i might really go crashing into that big ol' wall in pig's ville.
if i dont pass chem, im dead.
if i fail my ss, its over.
yea. basically, i have 24 hours, to study physics, and get close to 65 , which is the full marks.
life is scary. terribly scary.
i have no idea what the hell im doing online since 4.
sigh.
anyway. i think the world is filled with so much hatred.
today i met this distant friend, a girl.
after pi ying had gotten on her bus.
this girl, she had so much hatred for the world,
so much that i was amazed. taken aback.
when i heard her rants, i was like. WHOA. she hates alot of people man.
then i asked her if she went to church.
she said . YAR.
irony.
dont you think so.
love is the greatest commandmand in the bible. such an irony.
oh wells who am i kidding. i get mad at mr teo.
but he can be surprisingly nice at times.
afterall, he did put ' HIGLY SUPPORTED'
on my eagles award form.
oh. and i kinda like calling peiying - piiying now.
it sounds so nice.
pi ying.
hehs.
9:40 PM
im done
Sunday, September 11, 2005
Oh what I would do to have
The kind of faith it takes
To climb out of this boat I'm in
Onto the crashing waves
To step out of my comfort zone
Into the realm of the unknown where Jesus is
And He's holding out His hand
But the waves are calling out my name
And they laugh at me
Reminding me of all the times
I've tried before and failed
The waves they keep on telling me
Time and time again. "Boy, you'll never win!"
"You'll never win!"
Chorus:
But the voice of truth tells me a different story
The voice of truth says, "Do not be afraid!"
The voice of truth says, "This is for My glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will choose to listen and believe the voice of truth
Oh what I would do to have
The kind of strength it takes to stand before a giant
With just a sling and a stone
Surrounded by the sound of a thousand warriors
Shaking in their armor
Wishing they'd have had the strength to stand
But the giant's calling out my name
And he laughs at me
Reminding me of all the times
I've tried before and failed
The giant keeps on telling me
Time and time again. "Boy you'll never win!"
"You'll never win!"
But the stone was just the right size
To put the giant on the ground
And the waves they don't seem so high
From on top of them lookin' down
I will soar with the wings of eagles
When I stop and listen to the sound of Jesus
Singing over me
I will choose to listen and believe the voice of truth
this song was taught to us by kinyew.
im really thankful for God's love.
thankful for Grace.
she's been such a wonderful gift from god.
always being there to remind me how good and faithful god is.
GOD IS GREAT, and his praise feels all the earth and heavens.
daph says everything starts with prayer.
the song's by Casting Crowns.
i think they're really awesome.
its about trusting God.
it really speaks to me. so i hope it would remind you of God's everlasting presence,
and love.
it's called 'the voice of truth'
7:51 PM
im done
Saturday, September 10, 2005
ahhh. the hols is officially over ready. considered so.
at least i gotta watch one tree hill. ((:
and some other funnnaye shows that i have no idea existed.
my bro brought home loads of dvds.
cos it WAS his last week of freedom.
out of ALL the cons of him going to army, i can only find one good thing.
he shaved of that thinggg. under his chin.
how nice.
oh wells. i really miss my brother alot. and i mean ALOT.
it feels so weird without him.
now im all alone, last to sleep. last to bathe. last to eat. last to lock the door.
no one to say 'gaaanight' too.
no midnight chats with my bro.
used to do them after i hanging up with kiatty. talk till wee hours.
now. its just me , the bed and this stupid com.
i miss my brudderrr. alot.
and that cass.
called me today. talked and talked
and then she asked why my brother's hardly around anymore.
which was NOT obvious.
so anyway. she had to tell me stories of ppl dying in army.
i mean the probability of them surviving is QUITE high.
but stilll.
i've got some VERY INTELLIGENT FRIENDS.
anyway.
studying kinda sucks cos its not leading anywhere.
mr sophie sucks big time.
lousy lousy lousy.
lit- worried bout it.
have no idea how im gonna fair.
life is moving on real fast.
holiday plans made.
i dont think i'd be home for christmas this year.
so no party. yupp.
other than the playing and relaxing part of life,
I AM VERY VERY VERY AFRAID OF THE EXAMS.
sept. oct. nov.
so near yet so far.
im so afraid of flunking.
or only getting Cs.
arrrggg. its killing me deep.
tearing me up. my heart's bursting with anxiety.
gosh. i think i'll go sleep now.
3:16 PM
im done
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
okayy. to summarise everything,
life has been okay.
had family bbq. mock exams. chinese Os result.
went out with the various awesome pppl in my life.
played netball.
((:
had fun with crazy yushu.
im really gonna miss my sickeningly stupid, but at the same time- ultra lovably funny partner.
I LOVE MY PARTNER.
the best partner in the whole entire world.
HA HA HA.
and then we had prelims for english on friday.
it kinda sucked cos i didnt really do well.
didnt really understand the passage for question 6 i think.
PLUS. i didnt have time to complet summary.
but I'd trust God.
its all in his plans afterall.
if i dont make it to first 3 mths jc, haha. den i'd go to bible sch.
((:
yay. haha.
i dont know. after my chinese results,
i kinda have no clue what i wanna do with life.
i used to be SO certain i wanna go SA or AC jc.
but then i realised that it really wasnt my thing?
i dunno. i would love to be the super brainy kid that could sit at a spot for ages,
and still concentrate on doing their work.
but the reality of it all is - im not.
i cant study for nuts.
yea. my chinese results really STUNNED ME . stunned me so bad.
i thought i had put in alot of effort. but - the results. were like.
totally unpredictable.
i must admit i could have done alot better thou. effort wise.
yea.
so. maybe now i wont end up in a jc. maybe id go poly and study medicine
((:
well who knows what the Lord has planned for me.
for now.
ITS BACK TO MUGGING.
yay yay yay.
1:50 PM
im done
Sunday, September 04, 2005
had farewell barbeque for my brother at my aunt's house yest.
was reall cool cos all my cousins were there
like FINALLY . ((:
oh anyway.
it was pretty funny cos my cousin didnt know nuts about barbequeing.
he forgot to put rocks on the WOODEN table, after everthing had been barbequed,
and the table BURNT. like literally.
there was a HUGE hole in the centre.
totally hilarious.
and SOMEONE, mistook the chinese pai pai container as a rubbish bin, and threw rubbish in it.
it was totally funny cos my aunt got so worked up.
3:57 PM
im done
