OH YEA. its been a blast from the past! WENT TO WATCH XMEN3 WITH KA, CJ11, and EST! it was sweetttt. loves it loves it loves it! althou i was busy thinking bout my assignments, (SO SCARY. this week got so MANY tough assignments to hand up , and im not even halfway done! ) but then its so rare for everybody to like have a time when we MIGHT actually be able to meet. so yea, you cant say no, cos there might never be a yes. ka is still the mean-old baddie! no doubt bout that. cj, the FUNNY FUNNY GIRL. I MISS YA! and esther beh, THE REICH ASSRE, with her CK jeans and papillio's and PEANUTS bag. SIAN. it was super fun, laughing talking, calling ka a pig! hehs. and est's BIG APPETITE, and cj just being sweet (:
AND its so cool, jake sat 2 rows in front of me. so coincidental right?! like out of a million seats in the cinema. and all that. hahah. i thought it was rather cool.
YEA, and on the way home, someone called my name! AND IT WAS NIQUEE CHUAAA. OH WELLS. she kept making me look retardart as always! and then she laughed at my shirt! like what's wrong with it lar! its retro- LOL. so i did the only thing that could make her ROLL HER EYES- i said she was very white (: I MISS YOU TOO QUAY!
AND IVE BEEN THINKING.
since ive been reading this book, TRAVELLING LIGHT, by MAX LUCADO! ( its a good book) so go read it! the main gist of the book is about learning to not overwhelme with the world, and learning how to lie in still waters, as written in psalms.
think about it,why are we so so stressed by studies and sch, degrees, jobs, careers, - when we're all gonna die and go to heaven, AND JOIN THE GREAT HEAVENLY BANQUET (as pastor fuman says (: ) yea. i mean like, degrees, Os cert, As cert, all comes to nothing RIGHT.
to think they say that humans are smart. - >
3:59 PM
im done
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
moumein boy looked at me for a good 10 seconds. AHAH! beat that! like the eye to eye kind... and his classroom, is just 2 doors down! and and and. apparently, my friend saw his ic no. 1982.
and that makes him a DECADE older than me! well, almost.
SIAN.
HAHAHAH. not that it really matters, cos he might be graduating this month for all i know. i sound so crazy over him, but im really not. sch's just really too boring, way too stressful, - stupid.
ANYWAY, ANNDREWW, (whom im convinced has had a plastic surgery) is VERY NICE. (and retardart) but, still NICE.
he taught me genetics and anatomy today! so nice of him. so now, ask me anything bout epithelial tissue and heart. i'll answer you! (:
i had a great day,apart from all the assingments i met nice people im glad nice people still exists in our world. THANKYOUANDREWW(:
YOU NEVER FAIL TO AMAZE ME>
11:15 PM
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Sunday, May 21, 2006
ARGGH. MY BABY TOE HURTS LIKE HELL. i was running, and then i kicked the chest,or tripped over the chest! and then the wooden thing ripped out my skin or something, I FELT AS IF MY BABY TOE BROKE. but nahhh. it didnt. it just keeps bleeding and bleeding, and like even when i went to church, it bled.
i came home and removed the spotted stained plaster, it looked like a sausage. (im trying to stop loving sausages) there's this like white spot, and the skin underneath is swollen. my toe looks really weird now, like swollen and twisted to the side, ):
gives you the hibbyjibbies huh?
i learnt alot today, it helped alot. class that is(:
AND clement, abby's darling little brother banged into me, and he was WET. from sweat and rain?! and then antonio had his saliva on this balloon which he like shook near my head- i cant even remember if it touched my head! what is it with these people?? ROBIN and nana were real funny. cos nana wanted to sell her shoes. THANKS TO VEEN THE BEAN MAN. hemade her think her shoe was off HIGH VALUE. so she's like raising the price. of 5 dollars.
she's selling her shoes to robin for $85. not that he even fancies it. i thought that was rather amusin (:
YOUR WORD IS A LAMP UNTO MY FEET AND THE LIGHT UNTO MY PATH>
2:40 PM
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Thursday, May 18, 2006
MANN. these few days have been so stressful. this sch IS stressful. afterall, we're in SINGAPORE. ah wells, i just finished 3 midterm papers! 2 more next week. and 10 more assignments dued soon.
WHAT A LIFE.
im ever so thankful for colleen my all time favorite black/white babe (:
YEA. i just wished that you'd care more.
maybe God made our friends not care sometimes, cos he wanted us to see how easily the whole world turns their backs on their 'friends'.
when we find ourselves in this dark seemingly bottomless pit, i guess its best if we stop and take a moment of the distractions of OUR worldly fears. and then'd we'd find this soft light, burning ever so brightly, and warmly. God's amazing light of love, that had been there right from the beggining.
cos you promised you'd always be there>
7:15 PM
im done
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
will you be my angel, please?>
7:40 PM
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Sunday, May 14, 2006
I HAD A FUN WEEKEND. ((:
on fri went with driel to buy his presents/ and nat's present, the made in U.S.A mugg. and then met petrina ( IM REALLY SORRY if i said anything wrong): TERRIBLY SORRY.) and then went to Nat's partaye.
AND TODAY.
well, our group had this crazy idea to dress fomally, and take pictures! in the morn when i just woke up, i realised that i hadnt use my camera for like, 2 mths. and i thought : " BOY can i live without a camera. NO BIGGIE."
and before i went out, i grabbed my cam, and REALISED- its spoilt! the silly thing wouldnt beam its lights, thou the batts are fully charged! LIKE I CAN LIVE WITHOUT MY CAMERA! ):!
look at the amt of RANDOM pics i take during SERVE, and everywhere else, HOW CAN I LIVE WITHOUT IT! ):
so no choice, bobbed to church, in a cab (again), with my camera phone, which was a shame cos there' are nice pics that i took, but totally cant upload. SIAN i say.
but today was a really nice day. took pretty pics with DOUBLE BEN, BRANDON- and his shiny diamond bling, MOSSY, abby nana mojo and the whole grp! so yea. (: im satisfied!
and after that went to have pepper lunch with mojo and nana, and then went to get our gifts. from madame butterfly and crabtree and evelyn
im really happy cos mummy's really happy (: i just know it. she just likes to kou shi xing fei.
and then mojo had to leave for kap, so we walked her to the CAB stand at wisma, the crazy woman wanted to cab to my home. NUTS i say. but after our gifts and the FOOD, we had no more money! so we had to take the train. went to topshop first. AND I RESERVED THIS ABSOLUTLEY LOVELY SHIRT THAT'S PERFECT FOR MY SKIRT.
so GRACIE, im not gonna throw/hide the skirt away. =D i'll just save it for the right day>
7:10 PM
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Tuesday, May 09, 2006
for the last few weeks of sch, my coursemates have been looking out for eyecandy. not that i care, but like, till now, they hardly found any. RECENTLY, theres this guy, from the show moulmein high, he's in my sch!
uber cool! maybe one day i'll go talk to him. pretend to be his BIGGEST fan.
but the thingg is- I DONT KNOW HIS NAME x)
6:56 PM
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Monday, May 08, 2006
OKAY.
so i must have been too stress with assignments. and tests. and well- the world. been battling with ALOT lately.
been wondering where God was. which was quite lame, considering the fact that i knew very well, that he was there. i was just so pissed at nothing.
AND THEN. SUNDAY NIGHT. HE struck me.
when i was talking to the B I R D. i suddenly started like choking.
and i spent 2 hours in the secret silent place, not bothering bout assignments for once. just me and God. it hasnt been this way for far too long.
PLANET SHAKERS RESCUE ME, such a meaningful song.
When im alone the world is such a different place Sometimes its hard to keep the smile upon my face It seems like I try so hard and still I let you down Its taken so long but now theres one thing that Ive found
When everyting starts crashing down When all I know falls to the ground When darkness comes and I can't see You're always there to rescue me
Just when I think that Ive got it figured out You open my eyes and let me see that theres no doubt But you've got it all within the power of your hand It seems like the more I know the less I understand
When everyting starts crashing down When all I know falls to the ground When darkness comes and I can't see You're always there to rescue me When all my strength has turned to fear When I wonder if you're near When I dont know how to break free You're always there to rescue me
I wonder if Ill make it through this darkest night I need to know your strength in me gonna win this fight Im reaching out wont you take my hand show me to the light I know you're by my side
It seems like I try so hard and still I let you down Its taken so long but now theres one thing that Ive found
When everyting starts crashing down When all I know falls to the ground When darkness comes and I can't see You're always there to rescue me When all my strength has turned to fear When I wonder if you're near When I dont know how to break free You're always there to rescue me You're always there to rescue me You're always there to rescue me You're always there to rescue me You're always there to rescue me
yepp. im glad im glad im glad.
7:24 PM
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Tuesday, May 02, 2006
you know what? its been a year since i had this blog. LIKE WHAO. i vaguely remember why i deleted the ULTRA old blog that i had since sec 1.
cos i felt it was so - stupid.
now looking back at the past entries of this blog, they're quite stupid too. and naive and so vulgar! tsk tsk. no wonder matt calls me a punk. lol. anyway, its like i kept saying shit. and damn. and whalao. and nana says now i hardly say that. after going to SERVE that is,
but i think the damn is coming back. so must watch my tongue. i seriously think my standarts are dropping alot,
with this mouth i glorify God, and honour him. with this same mouth, how can i curse and swear,
yea. im really ashamed of how i just used to let my anger and emotions rule my head. just let the tongue roll, and not care about how i vented my anger. but then again, everyone has a past. i think i kinda sounded like some plastic bimbo in those past entries. BUT, im glad it has made people see how God can change someone's heart, im glad He has made me realised and learn so much. im glad He has placed me in all the difficult situations ive ever been in. im glad that no matter what the outcome; no matter what the circumstances,
his love has never once failed me. his power made perfect in my weakness, cos he shows his strenght through our meekness.
11:20 AM
im done
dont you just wished that you could grow up faster, get your own house and live your own life, 7 years ago, my dad was nagging me about my piano lessons, 7 years after, he's still at it. creepy how people never fail to say the SAME, OLD thing.
i grew TANNER. if it mattered to anyone. (: sch's now better. ive met better people, and its quite bearable i guess. cos i got people to msg and keep me SANE when im not. hahahaha. and ive met this girl called hairin, she's quite cool. i hope nothing goes bad. she was from cj, hockey. yea. and we went running during our break at the stadium on friday. at like 12 pm! noon time. my mom almost killed me. i ran like 5 rounds! after aeons of slacking and the layers of lipids! NOT BAD. NOT BAD NOT BAD. (: so anyway, it was cool.
i felt so alive, like loosing netball in my life, its like half my heart died or smth. no netball during break, no netball after sch, no sprinting, no dodging, no crapping, no shooting. no throwing of BALLS. i miss running till my shoe spoils and tears apart. i miss playing with my socks until there's holes in it. i miss running in those socks. i miss coming to sch with perfect color combi's of socks with yuyu. ): i miss getting caught for my ultra perfect material socks. i miss getting hot and sweaty and wet cos we perspire so much. i miss shouting with esther and yuyu. AIYA. those were the good old days. with our ugly hair. (: and my messy uniforms, and yuyu's ahlian ears and forever sprained ankle. and esther's GUAI KIA SOCKS and damn long skirt. THOSE WERE THE DAYS.
so i hope that i can take up tennis or some game, once i finish my grade 8. i wanna do other sports, but MY SCH HAS NO CCA. and my only days free are sat. but that's when i have piano. SIAN. i dont wanna become some fat potato, so much stored up carbo!
anyway, after worship meet yesterday, we WALKED at high speed to bedok corner. and all of them left ready! ): then me mossy and danielle, had to go look for them at coldstorage, where they were making use of the a i r corn. -.-
MOSSY THE TAUPOK is, as bentheMAN calls him, a PUNGSAI KIA. (:
anyway anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BENthePRETTYboy of a MAN. (:
