Monday, November 28, 2005
I will shout it out loud.
im not gonna hide it inside.
gonna let the world see what you've done in me!
cos i've found you, and i am not ashamed.
i will never be the same.
i live my life for you!
i fell so different now.
like really really really different.
maybe its cos of my precious kids.
but i shall start with yesterday.
when biking, blading eating, fellowshipping yesterday.
GEN CAN REALLY DRIVE!
oh yea. i think it was the most fun experience ever changing in a car (:
while she drived. hahahah.
oh wells.
when to east coast by car,
was really cool cos none of us wanted to walk from bayshore.
abby's dad, grace's dad, gen, andrew. four cars if im not wrong.
abby, amandayong, cheryl, me, gna, daff, gen, grace, jingyu,amos, westle, leslie, joshgoh,danlam, the 3 boys , mojo's friends. josh tay, andrew
only. oh wells. we still had fun.
i was so scared of riding the frickin bike!
and i kept singing jesus we enthrone u, to calm myself down.
let's see.
i rammed into a bus stop wooden pole, screamed a hell lot, missed speeding into a drainage by like 2cm or 1,
HOW LUCKY FOR MY 2nd TIME riding a bike.
i didnt even bleed!
i was so thankful! i think we had a blast yesterday.
fellowshipping and all that.
making fun of each other.
X)
most of us were hit with the postcamp-syndrome.
gna mandayong and i actually dance a little while resting.
danced to well well.
it was good!
then i also found out that while sleep talking to amanda in camp, i had totally not heard her properly.
SHE'S MIGRATING IN JAN!
i was soooo sad.
wanted to cry. when we become close, she had to leave.
so sad..
anyway. the rest of them went to play pool after biking.
ironic how they wasted their money shooting balls into holes.
(:
half of us wanted to watch movie, but amanda's dad was finally back from flying so she had to go home to see him.
gna was so tired. so she couldnt really go.
daffy and i went to town,
funnaye. i fell in love with this pair of heels.
I HAVE TO GET IT!
X)
okayokay. so i got back and wanted to check my mail.
see if little darius mailed me.
but he did not. but suet did!
so that's something.
and as i was watching oprah, someone called.
LITTLE DARIUS! my precious boy.
so adorable. he apologised that he went to msia.
for a day.
so funny.
and told me he mailed me already.
AWWWW.
his mail was so sweet.
that's why i felt so different.
made me really wanna reach out to all the lost souls.
i pray God would make a difference in much more lives to come.
so they'd seek him and worship him.
for the lost. dont blame God in all you do.
he gives and takes away. its life.
if you trust him wholeheartedly, like those little children,
u'd see. the wonders.
been planning for caregrp's surprise party for XXX.
oOoo if they use my idea of pumkin bowling,
id laugh like a total retard. ya banana retard.
its so sad im not gonna spend christmas with them.
once i come back, id only have 4 days with amanda.
and she's going perth tonight.
when she comes home, id be leaving.
I MISS THAT GIRL!
LOADS.
i think im loving my life and appreciating alot nowadays.
daffy's coming over soon to get stuff.
GOTTA PACK MY ROOM.
i wonder whether they have paper recycling centre.
na na nanana nana
na na nanana nana
na na nanana nana
i will sing of the mercy of the Lord
and i will shout of your faithfulness oh God.
2:59 PM
im done
Saturday, November 26, 2005
well well. i wanna do well for my king.
well well. i wanna reach high in all things.
in everything i do.
i know that it is all for you.
i wanna do well. i wanna do well.
for you.
awwww` just came home from camp.
I LOVED VBC!
mannnnnn. the kids were adorable.
met new friends. made new friends.
i love my PLAY GROUP.
ryan was a kinda cool guy. i thought he would be very quiet.
hehs.
God's divine plans are the best! i say.
i love my WORKSHOP group too. darius.
X)
he's the most adorable P5 ive ever met.
so cute, so clever. so nice. so lost.
he's so chubby. kids.
and then there's suet.
she's like our darling baby. so understanding and all that.
i love her and would seriously miss her!
everything about camp was great.
seriously. it was such a meaningful way to spend my after Os' days..
i totally love all the friends i made.
ALL OF THEM.
special and unique in their very very own ways.
there's so much to blog about vbc.
how cute the kids were.
how awesome God answered my prayer of making them form friendships.
how much i've learnt.
how much ive grown
how much ive understood.
girly princesses or not;
ruffians or charming little princes.
the kids brought us as double As so much joy.
to see them perform on parents night.
to hear their voices all joint into one singing their hearts out.
like angels. real angels.
to see our beloved babies dancing and singing on stage,
acting out with beaming faces, i literally felt so touch.
i think alot of us too.
those kids were so special.
the pre-schoolers with their child-like faith.
the primart schoolers with defiant and pretense of coolness, who eventually gave in and showed how " child like " they could be in showing their love for God.
those kids taught alot more than we taught them.
i think.
so anyway. i hope to see my babies next year!
X)
darius. sheryl.danyan. jaslyn. isaiah. yewi. fiona. deeanna. dalton.
and so much more. ALL OF THEM!
hahahah.
those not in my groups too!
cutiesss. haha hahahahahah
GOD BLESS ONE AND ALL!
6:18 PM
im done
Sunday, November 20, 2005
what an irony.
these days, everybodys getting divorces.
shitty aint it.
our compo topic was MARRIAGE.
okay. so anyway. who doesnt dream of marrying this ultra handsome and totally perfect guy.
hah!
nick lachey and jessica simpson were like the sweetest couple ever.
i know it sounds dumb. but i still think they were like. the ROLE model for a perfect marraige,
if there was actually such a thing.
its crapp that they are getting a divorce lar.
just like it sucked when the tabloids said brad and jen were gonna get a divorce.
i bet at least half the globe was hoping they'd get back together.
but they never did.
so anyway.
we all shouldnt hope for OUR fairy tale wedding.
doesnt seem to exist. FOR NOW.
(:
anyway. all the pure science students were like boasting of their newfound freedom
the worst was OUR headprefect.
called me once her last paper ended, just to scream that it was actually over.
in church almost everybody's Os were over.
S I A N i say.
had vbc meeting for awhile today.
was cool. (:
got our groupings finalised and all that.
i cant wait!
really really REALLY.
to see all the kidds.
and im an a. advisor!
tsk. have NO idea why abby and esther laughed at that.
TOTALLY CLUELESS why they found it unbelievable.
anyway. just 2 more days. time passes real fast sometimes.
after Os, its piano time.
its like a never ending cycle of demands.
well its all in his hands.
(:
going blading/cycling with our grp next week.
i counted. today's attendance, 24 .
shaun doesnt wanna come next week. im gonna bug him too. hehs.
and then after next sunday, there's pec camp.
for only a day. and a night.
hope it would be fun!
cos there's no kayaking and all that.
oh anyway.
im off to sleep.
too much shopping makes me sleepy.
3:30 PM
im done
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
ohhh. im sucha nerd. ive been up eversince day break.
in a few more hours, it'd officially be 24 hours.
i think im mad. the coffee. has to be.
its so boring studying as you know everyone else is asleep.
you stare out , pitch dark.
all your neighbors are snoozing their butt off.
fancy a mid night grumble with yes, rxing about the bible being propaganda?
its really really lame.
like. i would like to point out that God isnt mention in esther.
so the bible ISNT propaganda. its about God's EXTRAVAGANT love.
plain straight, nothing twisted.
bible's good stuff too.
(:
i bet the moon makes people talk funny too.
i told jansen i wanna loose 10 kg.
he and his taunts`
but i dont think its possible man. SERIOUSLY.
unless i loose some bone mass or the FATS vanish like some alakazam
wha. if that alakazam thing happens.
id be the happiest girl in the world man!
i wish lar. i can sense some eyeball rolling. hahaha.
ANYWAY. have u ever seen some one who falls aslp online?
my ONLY contact on MSN is aslp.
although he's there.
he said some weird remark and suddenly fell asleep.
how funny.
so anyway. i guess id go sleep now.
daddy's awake already. to go to work
hahaha.
9:36 PM
im done
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
music is probably the greatest thing that God made. after humans and love that is.
the calling, josh groban. avalon. PLANETSHAKERS PLANETSHAKERS. CASTING CROWNS. hillsong kids.
great company when studying SS. and history. hahah.
planetshakers- my king. evermore.always and forever.
anyway. i have this friend,
she's TOTALLY obsessed with what's going on with emily rose.
id give one cent to genius who guesses it right! X)
i feel almost like her now. xcept im hooked on the tsar's daughter.
that anastasia, and all the buzz about her.
did Anastasia somehow survive the rain of bullets and whackings of bayonets in that basement and reappear some years later in a mental hospital in Berlin?
was that woman known as Anna Anderson really Anastasia?
its really very very strange. cos DNA records says she isnt.
but then if she wasnt Anastasia, how did she convince many GREAT people including those that knew Anastasia she was?
evidence says that those who accepted her as Anastasia do not accept the DNA records.
which would be rather weird and kinda retardartt.
then again. those that believe the DNA says that she's just some Polish peasant who dissappeared the time that "Anna" appeared.
how funny. i hope they make a movie outta this.
just like the john lennon one coming out in who knows which donkey year.
`
anyway. studying tripp yesterday has thought me ALOT. seriously.
what's mature and what's not.
like really really childish; one's thought can be.
i feel i have so much more to learn.
looking at little kids.
all they do is whine, and that's acceptable.
cos they ARE adorable.
all they're discontent, they pour out through their whinges.
and once its over, its over.
kids move on with their life.
sometimes its really a blessing to whine, rant and grumble.
We sing of the mighty things you've done
Cry out to you
"let your will be done"
Tell all the World you're the Holy One
12:42 PM
im done
Sunday, November 13, 2005
Before i ever called your name
You gave your life for me
And all the things i'd ever do
You took upon the cross
The greatest love i've ever known
That you would give your life to set me free
it was real funny last night.
somehow i hope kiatty and us would be friends, forever.
all of us. it really was awesome having fun and talking nonsence.
his midnight prata craves. yushu's nonsensical requests.
piying's RETARDED portrayals of humanbeings and under-the sea show.
lao hwangs' theories. joshua's CHILDISHNESS. vonnes crazy laugh.
nique's forever- saying im dumb. somehow we all hope everything wld be okay right?
oh wells. lets trash sentosa and play frisbee as planned!
whooooots.
Before i ever called your name
You paid the price for me
And all the things i'd ever do
You bought a covering
You take me as i am
Into your new scarred hands
and when i run so far away
you always call me back again
into your open arms
not matter what ive done
amazing grace has found me here
because of what you've done, for me
8:30 PM
im done
Friday, November 11, 2005
what do I do when my love is away
does it worry you to be alone
how do I feel by the end of the day
are you sad because you're on your own
No, I get by with a little help from my friends
Mm, I get high with a little help from my friends
Mm, Gonna try with a little help from my friends
I LOVE MY FRIENDS. X)
thanks for all the encouragements!
by text.
on sundayye had fever. again. kinda sucked cos day before Os only have fever.
but O wells. everybody knows AMANDA. always falling sick like nutts.
cant stand it mann.
i slept at eight. hahah. crazynesss. didnt get to study. cos the ache was killing me.
that explains why i didnt rply anyone.
yeaap.
so like maths was. huh? to me. cos i was damn nervous i totally blanked out.
even the most PEASY first page also seemed damn hard.
but its okay lar. what's done is done.
the whole paper turned out alright.
DIDNT HAVE ANY ANGLE PROPERTIES QUESTION.
idiotic setters. come out with some crazy formulae thingg.
oh wells. if i get a 5 i'll drop dead with laughter.
somehow the other papers seemed okay.
and NIQUE LAUGHED at MY ANS.
i hope i do real well for science.
i PRAY. it was quite alright to me.
all im worried about now is MATHS P2.
killer? or not.
i dunnnnno.
worried anxious blah blah blah.
they are all having bio now.
i hope it turns out alright for them.
so anyway. i hate being sick. but if i dont do well.
daddy's not gonna blame me.
he says its okay if i dont do well. just dont drive myself crazy.
I LOVE MY FATHER.
he's a changed mann. (:
i hope dan and i get to go for serve together.
it would be way cool. really.
oh and i think today's when jyc starts?
they must be having FUN.
hahah. i cant wait for vbc. and syc.
whhoooooooots.
abby. daffy. MOJO. g`na. audrey. and i have no idea who else is going.
PEOPLE should go. it would be/should be/ has to be/ fun right?
(:
anyway. have been thinking alot. sometimes i hate myself for being sucha hissy princess.
i annoy my brother's ass off. i bet. X) hahaha
i whine at the sight of ants and scream when bettles touch me.
and usually spray cockroach reppellant at any icky insect.
my poor brother and father have to tahan the smelly air.
i wonder how i survived OBS without complaining.
hahahha.
oh the purpose of this part is to say sorry to my brother. yea.
let him know he's really impt to me. yea baldie?
i think all brothers' have to suffer. gotta get used to their sisters' sudden pms.
and all sisters' get poison to death by thier brother's fart.
and watch stupid captain planet cartoons when they really wanna watch LITTLE LULU.
do you need anybody
I just need someone to love
could it be anybody
I want somebody to love
oh, I get by with a little help from my friends
Mm, Gonna try with a little help from my friends
Oh, I get high with a little help from my friends
Yes, I get by with a little help from my friends,
with a little help from my friends
7:17 AM
im done
