just came home from the wake. i couldnt go for the service, thou i wish i was able to. sch night. it took me an hour and a half to get to his house from sch. so long. and that idiot. still laugh about it. came home at like 8+ ;cabbed home anyway. i guess some people really trust god. you are really something mister, you know that. job. just like job. some ONEcampers came. saw that nemoserene. she remembered me. ((: how nice. szeto didnt even remember who we were. spending time at the wake. hearing them go on and on about me and jestyn made me wished that i was in ONEcamp again. i dont wanna be in sch. where life is sucha pain in the freaking butt. sch's where mostly non-existent trouble exists.
i love ONEcamp ppl.missed them truckloads. and then all the funny talk. and then all the comfort. jestyn was gonna play his guitar and sing, for his mom. i heard him practicing. i tell you. if i actually saw him sing , id really really cry. imagine a tribute to your mom.
its sad . definitely. i miss you.
if i had to do my life over again in sec 3. gawd i would. if i had to do it over again. so much ive lost. so much regrets. so much remorse. the only thing good about life now is yushu. but God puts us in places we can never ever comprehend. since he's in my life, he'd always be there.. when one passes on in life. it's not something to cry about. they've gone to be with our Lord. ((:
belle said jestyn looked like a POW. i agreee. please takecare.
