Monday, November 28, 2005
I will shout it out loud.
im not gonna hide it inside.
gonna let the world see what you've done in me!
cos i've found you, and i am not ashamed.
i will never be the same.
i live my life for you!
i fell so different now.
like really really really different.
maybe its cos of my precious kids.
but i shall start with yesterday.
when biking, blading eating, fellowshipping yesterday.
GEN CAN REALLY DRIVE!
oh yea. i think it was the most fun experience ever changing in a car (:
while she drived. hahahah.
oh wells.
when to east coast by car,
was really cool cos none of us wanted to walk from bayshore.
abby's dad, grace's dad, gen, andrew. four cars if im not wrong.
abby, amandayong, cheryl, me, gna, daff, gen, grace, jingyu,amos, westle, leslie, joshgoh,danlam, the 3 boys , mojo's friends. josh tay, andrew
only. oh wells. we still had fun.
i was so scared of riding the frickin bike!
and i kept singing jesus we enthrone u, to calm myself down.
let's see.
i rammed into a bus stop wooden pole, screamed a hell lot, missed speeding into a drainage by like 2cm or 1,
HOW LUCKY FOR MY 2nd TIME riding a bike.
i didnt even bleed!
i was so thankful! i think we had a blast yesterday.
fellowshipping and all that.
making fun of each other.
X)
most of us were hit with the postcamp-syndrome.
gna mandayong and i actually dance a little while resting.
danced to well well.
it was good!
then i also found out that while sleep talking to amanda in camp, i had totally not heard her properly.
SHE'S MIGRATING IN JAN!
i was soooo sad.
wanted to cry. when we become close, she had to leave.
so sad..
anyway. the rest of them went to play pool after biking.
ironic how they wasted their money shooting balls into holes.
(:
half of us wanted to watch movie, but amanda's dad was finally back from flying so she had to go home to see him.
gna was so tired. so she couldnt really go.
daffy and i went to town,
funnaye. i fell in love with this pair of heels.
I HAVE TO GET IT!
X)
okayokay. so i got back and wanted to check my mail.
see if little darius mailed me.
but he did not. but suet did!
so that's something.
and as i was watching oprah, someone called.
LITTLE DARIUS! my precious boy.
so adorable. he apologised that he went to msia.
for a day.
so funny.
and told me he mailed me already.
AWWWW.
his mail was so sweet.
that's why i felt so different.
made me really wanna reach out to all the lost souls.
i pray God would make a difference in much more lives to come.
so they'd seek him and worship him.
for the lost. dont blame God in all you do.
he gives and takes away. its life.
if you trust him wholeheartedly, like those little children,
u'd see. the wonders.
been planning for caregrp's surprise party for XXX.
oOoo if they use my idea of pumkin bowling,
id laugh like a total retard. ya banana retard.
its so sad im not gonna spend christmas with them.
once i come back, id only have 4 days with amanda.
and she's going perth tonight.
when she comes home, id be leaving.
I MISS THAT GIRL!
LOADS.
i think im loving my life and appreciating alot nowadays.
daffy's coming over soon to get stuff.
GOTTA PACK MY ROOM.
i wonder whether they have paper recycling centre.
na na nanana nana
na na nanana nana
na na nanana nana
i will sing of the mercy of the Lord
and i will shout of your faithfulness oh God.
