Friday, February 03, 2006
did you hear me say,
i L.O.V.E ASHLEE SIMPSON!
hahahahahha.
i know its crazy! i know YOU roll your eyes. but i still love her! (:
tins say i should stop knowing so much bout tabloids and stuff. i think its kinda true man.
know so much bout nonsence, isnt gonna help in life. and once again in life, i surrendered all money issues to God. it struck me when janice was giving devotion bout money, that i would find it hard to be extremly generous sometimes. but oh wells, i did, and i feel like there's no more bondage btwn money and me (: . its been amazing where my money comes from. God really provides. ive watch 3 movies like just in 3 weeks, and it all cos almost 10 bucks. cheaperby a dozen2 for FUN! geisha- out of boredom, I NOT STUPID2 cos i really wanted to watch it and tins agreed X). gonna watch FUN WITH DICK AND JANE, cos wanli and tins wants to. and then there's lunch at sakae. dinners at nydc. dates with nana, and alot of icecream(b&Js rock) ! PLUS cabfares are inevitable cos matt and us are kinda lazy. x) andthere's like super alot of money spent on fellowship that my mom and dad and BROTHER keep nagging that i dunno how to spend my money. that's been my life so far :)
yea, and we've been having lessons by focus on the family.
WHAT IS LOVE.
the sessions have been okay. its really funny when its roll playing time. and esp when bings is acting! and the stuff they highlight bout the dangers of sex. and everything else. they are like SUPER open. i mean seriously. and then there's the part bout your wedding dress is WHITE cos it stands for purity. I NEVER KNEW THAT! strange enough.
i feel like ive learn so much! it amazes me. its like this new excitement and passion burning within. but i know its so strong now cos im in SERVE, and its this awesome christian environment, where you dwell in CONSTANT christian fellowship. i never knew the part about the being equally yoke meant alot. I never knew what spiritual warfare was really about. I never knew how much harm the properity gospel could do. i never knew what covenents meant, never knew so many things. maybe it wasnt that i never knew, but maybe it was i didnt take the time to study it. im really blessed to have a friend like Jestyn, who's really mature in his spiritual thinking and that has helped me alot.` he once said this. humans are aware of what they are doing, but they dont do anything about it.
you'd have to agree.
i have been blessed with the greatest intellects. mingyang, tins, JAC, georgie, sharon, wanli, estherminxin,and janice.
they all have thought me so much in so many different ways! prayer, spiritual walks, thoughts, experiences, and all that. its like every think means so much more now. its almost my birthday soon! :) i cant believe it. im seventeen ready. i can understand why my mom regrets getting married and having children now. I've been a major pain in her butt. my brother and i, are like the worst pair of sibling matched ever, but still, we're PERFECT for each other. today's the first time ever my brother spoke to me in the most gentlest voice ever. and i replied him in my MOST gently voice. although we love each other, i dont think we've ever been this soft-spoken too each other. but anyhow, he used his big voice after that.
in conclusion, hahah, YUYU,triston, bings, alot of people say that Os result would be out on mon! or fri! 6th feb or 13th? i dunno. its crappy lar. i feel so scared, anxious, and ultra nervous. i believe in times like this, our faiths will be shaken.
will we still trust that our God is faithful, when he doesnt answer our prayer?
Lamentations 3:19-26 . read the whole passage if you one, but the steadfast love of the LORD never Ceases. he's mercies never come to an end, they are new every morning, new every morning, great is thy faithfulness oh LORD, great is thy faithfulness.
