Sunday, February 26, 2006
i've been wondering why i cant cry as easily as i could before.
its this suffocating feeling.
like i really feel comforted when i can cry out to God, but now, the tears just dont flow.
went to meet jac for lunch today.
remembered how much we love jan, geri and shazzy darling.
i miss minxing too! oh wells.
am still very sad.
i mean not sad, just stoned out.
like im not of this world anymore.
i can like trip over a rock, and get laughed at by my cousin.
spill the drinks, and lots of stupid things.
but i thank god for moss.
moss like this LIFESIZE care bear.
its still hard to believe he's real.
MOSS YOU HEAR THAT?!
i dunno. i feel that serve ending, is such a waste.
its like cg's rather dry.
i just dont know how to explain it.
in SERVE, our spiritual hunger is high,
we keep each other accountible.
i miss praying with shaz everynight.
i dunno.
but jac asked me this.
about the 12 disciples.
did they really love Jesus?
yes, you might say.
its the same for us.
these few mths spent together, yes we grew alot.
but the disciples were sent out to spread God's love.
and that's what we are supposed to do.
not stick in our own comfort zone.
but i still miss geri shazstone jan jac georgie mingyang tins wl,
if only ; you say.
thanks moss, for alot of things. thankyouvery much.
