WHOOO. we had a WAY BELOW-standart dinner at cartel's last night. cos daddy was in tampines, and he didnt wanna travel. SO, after a SUPER productive afternoon of shopping with mummy at marina's, went to dinner. (: it was gross lar really. waste my fat storage space.
ANYWAY, when we came home, we watched the VERY FIRST movie we ever watched together in my room that is. MY GIRL. (: - 21 21 21. my bro might go aussie mann. last night they were talking about it. SIAN i say. antonio.robin. goregore. SIAN.
today church was cool. had to do infocom thingg. saw josh's pics of the stuff that happened in china.
went for lunch after. chris drove right, then those in the car were, chris, daniel, gavin, siqi me. THEN i was like " gavin, how are we gonna squeeze robin and veen into the car?!" gavin: " huh? they're coming ar? ask them to go in alex's car"
okay. so WE told robin to go in alex's car. and robin went to tell veen. so i close the door of chris's car. and when chris was gonna drive of, robin started making weird faces and signs. so we let him walk to the car. AND YOU KNOW WHAT HE DID?!
he opended the door, squeezed in, close the door, planting his BIG BUTT on the seat with no cares whatsoever! and he sit until so XI FOK SAI.
TSK! but it was really hilarious experience(: i LOVE my life alot. i dont think anybody would ever have such retardart things done to them!
anyway, after lunch, jj drove me home.(: so nice of him! cos it was raining and all. AND I WASNT ONE BIT WET. like andrew drove my black/whitebabe.
anyway anyway anyway, TODAY's reflections. i think god was like kinda asking me how far i would REALLY step out of my comfort zone. to obey him. the pictures i saw today, really made me think.
do i really have compassion? my patience for angsty smart alecs have grown lesser and lesser. i get irked when these kids, get rebellious and act as KNOW IT ALLS, when in actual fact, they dont see how they're ruining their lifes, they dont see and have no idea of what we'd know would DEFINITELY happen to them.
im speaking bout my 13 year old cousin. really. he doesnt wanna come to church with me. doesnt listen to my aunt. doesnt study. fails terrible. he barely made it through PSLE. he had 180. and he's FAILING in normal acad.
LIKE. he can be smart lar! i watched him grow up. of course i know what he's like. he used to like my precious baby brother.
but well. its tough huh. studies and all he failed LIT. and geog, and barely passed F&N like who fails f&N?!
yea. its like. sometimes i give up talking to him. its like talking to a bulldozer. it doesnt give three hoots that u want it to stop bulldozing the land. cos u're not the boss of the land. (not the boss of him brain/heart) so it just bulldoze its way through the land, and then, well that's nothing much u can do bout anything.
the hole's created. WHAT CAN YOU DO.
maybe God's teaching me how to handle kids? MY LITTLE DARLING DARIUS punched a guy! tsk tsk. what can i say. what can I SAY.
i need to really learn more compassion. what would you do when you see someone, dirty unhygenic, and has a weird stench. he has the greasiest hair, and the darkest eyes. their blood shot. his once pure white cotton shirt is now filled with holes, here and there. and its no longer white, but stained dark red and yellow. blood and- you wouldnt wanna touch him right.
but jesus did.
that's all i have to say.
jesus reached all the way down, to save the loss. he took their hand in his, even the DOWNRIGHT dirty and most awful teeko on earth, you cannot bear to forgive him for his unclean past, his past is all you can focus on. you cant accept the fact he's now a son of OUR god. you cant see his good points. only his fault.
how humane of us. thankyou very much.
for even the son of man did not come to be serve, but to serve, and to give his life as a ransom to many. mark 10:45
