havent really done my quiet time this week, was feeling angsty. and kept giving lameass excuses.
like im busy. RIGHT.
BUT when i did it today, GOD spoke to me, about some entry i wrote long ago.
"God has every right to be angry. Many dont understand God's anger because they confuse the wrath of God as the wrath of men. The 2 have LITTLE in common! Human anger is basically self-driven and prone to explosions of temper and violent deeds.
THIS is the anger of MAN. It is HOWEVER, NOT THE ANGER OF GOD.
GOD simply loves us TOO much and hates what when we turn from him."
SEE. my gosh./ i hope it makes some people think.
anyway, to end it off,
the question is not " how dare a loving god be angry at us?!" but, " how could a loving God feel anything less!"
when we do stupid things and end up hurting ourselves, our familymembers, our relationship; our LIVES. God knows what we'll end up in, how we'll end up. he'll know how we feel, and he'll know how we'll react/ or how we'll regret our actions. HOW COULD HE FEEL ANYTHING LESS!
like how i was so angry with brina. i let my tongue roll. now i feel so guilty. acting like a somewhat moron. adding to the convos. ): although what she did was dumb and irritating, NO EXCUSES RIGHT?