i dunno why. ive wasted every single day of STUDY BREAK. like since last fri, till now, ive wasted 6 days.
like totally.
cant cant study ):
is it the rush around me? everyone who's anyone IS/ARE living for missions. I EVEN SAW JOSHUALIN! ( (: ) at the airport! my serve matey!
nana asked me to stayover at her house, before she left for cambodia. so i agreed. didnt know it would make me a depressed kid. i wasnt sad about her living. nono. it was how i think i've never seen THAT side to her.
its so strange how people cover up what they really are, and take up another nature.
the people you love MOST, always hurt you the deepest. cos they know how to hurt you BAD.
i hate this kinda thing lar. ive been through enough of TEN YEARS of this kinda crap.
somehow life is a vicious cycle huh? makes me fear humans more.
what if Jesus came back tmr, wouldnt it just be GREAT. can cut the crappy depressed SHEET on earth.
but then as veeny said: " LET ME GO NEPAL FIRST LAR WAHLAO!"
yar. so i have to endure like 4 papers, before i can start begging god to come back.
