smth totally random that comes with the exam fever :
others have found it rather hard to absorb stuff anymore, so it isnt just me? anatomy was a killer. what i memorised for section C came out as multiple choiced questions!? super sickening. section B was total horror. i didnt even study the muscles. am truly dissappointed, cos i memorised 4 sections really well, that i prayed would come out, but it didnt. SIAN.
but never mind, trust god? i remember waking up at 4 last night and just worrying about today. but i prayed a desperate prayer of faith, in my sleepy state, that God will bring me to wherever he wants me to be. i mean, i like studying, but i hate exams, simply because i dont know the answers, and wont know the answers. cos i'll forget.
such a stupid thinking i guess? but yea, i just get all weird during the exam itself! i met jacky after sch on mon! (:
and i told her that i read JANNY's blog, and she wrote about one of her missions team mate passing away. i think, if i didnt read wrongly, well, then JANNY, was really sad, and happened to bump into mingyang during gofest. and mingyang was all smiley (: saying hi, and suddenly janny just broke down in front of him! and mingyang's face suddenly became the pastor-serious -nokidd face-. i told jacky it was such an awesome thing to hear,
like SERVE wasnt just a 2 mth thingg where everyone forgot each other after a year.
and jacky said she hope mingyang and janny would end up together. -LOL. (: like when its the time for both of them to get married. so far lar. but it'll be cool!
YES> and that silly jacky taught me alot AGAIN. never fails too. ( i know she wont mind me writing it here) so here goes! see, she had this one way convo with God, one way cos she was pissed with him, for letting her end up getting accepted for some property management thing in NUS. she taught her calling ever since J1 was to be a teacher, not someone who sold houses. YES. so she was angry at God, and things werent to rosy in life.
BUT WHEN GOD SPEAKS, he SPEAKS. to cut the story short, she really prayed for trust, and she decided to do just that in many aspects of her life. AND YOU KNOW WHAT,
when she was appealing for arts and social science in NUS, she left the part where you were supposed to fill in why you wanna go into that course, BLANK. cos she felt its useless applying, and that she wont get in.
and guess what the LORD ALMIGHTY BLESSED HER WITH?
a place in arts and social science. (:
now; it'll all be part of his perfect plan. you'll see! cos he loves both you and me.
