so muchh pleasant or not/ has happened since i last blogged. too busy for such stuff? probably. 60th annivesary COMING THROUGH. we need to give it a BIG BANG. aye? J1s and sec1s and cant remember who are doing ushering!
THAT'S US! quite cool quite cool. we all gotta dress up like UBER formally. i think?
welll that's just part of why im busy busy.
THE NEPAL TEAM IS BACK. on sat, the last team came back! yea (: im really glad they're back, but they're really excited to go back to nepal. which is a really really good thingg too.
im really glad and excited to go (nepal) when i hear all their whacky stories, but then raaaahbean says i cant go ): which would most probably be true if he says so, seeing he knows me, and he's been there. TO LIVE AND LET LIVE! aye. well, ive grown used to seeing closed doors, so i try to see where God wants me more. (: the serve people and i went to the old folks home on monday. another hospitalised; not sure if she's returning. sighh. its depressing, bernerdette. ( I AM FOR REAL) this ahma who's got LOADS of spunk who thinks im called linda, when my name, is bennett, (so alike hers) yar, well, she always thinks of committing suicide. and my ahma, my, cos like im quite close to her. (everyone has an ahma they're a tad bid closer too) yea. my ahma has like 3 children, 2 given away, not by choice. one, who knows where.
i feel very blessed with all the freedom i have each day. we haves cable tv with like 1 million more channels than the ahmas, and yet we complain that there's nothing nice in the morning. you should see the FREAK drama that's SO BORING, that they get to watch, when the staff feels like turning it on. and they usually only have channel 8. they eat dinner at 4 PM. and sleep by 8 PM, and wake up at 6 am, and stone through out the day. all except one of them, reads the papers. they cant read english, dont really know chinese. SIGH. depressing huh?
i dunno; i've been thinking alot lately. cos well, im not TERRIBLY smart, and i dont really give ten hoots about being in yale. i dont really care about being paris hilton and i dont wanna spend my life being a busker. thou i cant, but i just really wanna care for kids or woman or just people. wanna work in WHO. world health organisation. thank the bio research i had to do! LOL. found me MY ideal job. in geneva ):
i always thought pastors preached that what really mattered to the world didnt really matter, but GOD sees ur heart.
but what if, just WHAT IF, my heart was the kindof heart that God desired. just a simple heart who wants to go on missions, and not fight with the dog-eat-dog world for results/ grades/money. the kind that wants to sing praises all day, go to church, listen to sermons, yar! just go through SERVE EVERY DAY. so, IF it were, why do i still feel FRICKING terrible. like i would be a loser or smth. yar. arggg. i just dont like the stress of sch man.
it doesnt help that im surrounded with geniuses. just come look at my world. REALLY. i can name you at least 20 offhand. WANNA BET!?
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ahhh well, i went out with robinraveenandantonio today. watched omen. what a silly show that scared the guts out of me. it didnt help sitting beside ROBIN. he just stared at me at everypoint of the "scary" scenes as if i was crazy to be freaked out by a FREAK SHOW. and it wasnt as if i was screaming or saying oh SHIT, like i did when i watched shutter. ( (:) i think the director's just a sadist who cant write nuts! i was so scared i was msging colleen during the show!
so much for anti-christ. someone fell aslp during the show. YOU KNOW?
dinner at sakae. and well, aiya. ive been spending far too much! ): as of now, i dont have more than 10 bucks to my name,
and im meeting my serve budds tmr (wanli and MINGXING only thou) and LEEEEN! my ultimate black/white babe on fri,
and im supposed to buy my birkies/shorts/ save for PRESENTS/ save for my MISSIONS fund/ spend on dinners/ buy more LOVEGIFTS to shower my beloved buddies with.
hmm. so;
i'll just go robb THE bank.
yuyu's got chicken pox. she thinks its worst than not being able to do sports forever. everyone; ROUND OF APPLUSE PLEASE> (iloveyouYUYU. use my icecube methods yarrrr :D)
