take me to the place where i'll be happy always, always always;
i wanna be happy, i wanna be free; i wanna know why i do things for, i wanna have reasons to beam. i wanna bungee jump and scream my guts out i wanna go water rafting, i wanna go water RAFTING. those super crazy water rushing over rocks kind! i wanna play street netball every day. i wanna run and jump; soar with wings, like when the whisle beeps. i'll always remember that feeling. when u leap so high; and you intercept the opponents ball. turnover,
its funny how you find yourself, looking from the outside. i'm standing here but all I want is to be over there
why did I let myself believe; miracles could happen cause now I have to pretend that I don't really care
I thought you were my fairytale my dream when I'm not sleeping a wish upon a star that's coming true but everybody else could tell that I confused my feelings with the truth when there was me and you
i wanna catch yuyu's thunderbolt- powered passes; i wanna challenge myself to sprint like NEVER, be like esther. the best. now CAPTAINOFTEAMSAJCHUH. unclebob. hahah.
i wanna do nothing but all that. i dont wanna grow old; cos i have to worry bout the insignificant. worry bout fear, worry bout/for friends MORE. worry about when we'll ever meet again. yuyu; YUYU. yuyuyuyuyuyu. and the whole team.
i swore I knew the melody ; that I heard you singing and when you smiled, you made me feel like I could sing along ; but then you went and changed the words now my heart is empty. i'm only left with used-to-be's and once upon a song
now I know you're not a fairytale ;and dreams were meant for sleeping and wishes on a star . just don't come true cause now even I can tell that I confused my feelings, with the truth because I liked the view.
When there was me and you
I can't believe that I could be so blind It's like you were floating, while I was falling but I didn't mind
Because I liked the view I thought you felt it too when there was me and you
i wish i could go back to the secondary sch days. days like those ached lesser. when we still had crushes. HAHAHA. crushes. so old school. oh my GOSH. all those crazy unimaginable laughter cos of crushes. LOL. AND someone just dug up ALL my AWFUL secrets lar. some SURPRISE it is.
anyway; gramps has moved , i feel so weird and sad. he went back to my uncles' house. i miss him. this might be the last year i see him. my granpa; turns 97 on 21st august.
80 years older than me. (: i miss him, i miss his opening the door for me, when i go to sch; church, just out. i miss kissing him goodbye and hello, he seems to appreciate such a small, and farmiliar gesture. i would ALWAYS remember him kissing me on my cheek with his UNEVENLY SHAVED face, poking my cheek really badly, it hurts, but NEVER MIND.
i miss seeing him wake up at 5 or 6 am, play his solitare, read the straits times, watch tennis, or anything on tv, thinking its soccer.i miss being so weary of him falling. scratching himself on sharp things, drooping food on the floor. and falling asleep on the couch. i miss preparing dinner at 6 pm for him, and seeing him sleep so soundly on cute bedsheets at 9pm SHARP. grandpa loves ROJAK, curry puff, satay . he ALWAYS asks for that.
i've grown up, grandpa's grown old.
the cycle never changes,
since i was primary 1, when he stayed over; to look after his beloved granddaughter.
