well, its been a crazy week. im beggining to not understand chem. its getting far to crazy. ):
RAHHH.
anyway, went for fop on sun. i was battling with myself whether to go for it or study physio! but i really wanna go, not because of ANY band, but DON MOEN. like there's many things i live for, and there's weird things im happy i did at least once in my life. LIKE, donating to that aunty with the green bag at tampines station, thou she looks like she still can do light work. she's there almost everyday.
so anyway, went with small guo. who's the ODDEST cheap thrill dong dong on earth (: and i say that with pride! yea, dan/na/jj/edlyn/tim. don moen was really good LAR!
he's voice is like ------. and his gifts are like -----. and he's just unbelievable. i kinda fell in love with god all over again, and i guess that's the way he provided peace in me.
so anyway, physio test was okayy. cos all the LONG hours spent on muscles paid of! whheeee. (:
im going for planetshakers later. i dunno what to expect, but i pray god calms me down. AM SO STRESSED. ): so much to study. so much to do. 5 weeks till end terms! not that it matters as much as entry to. __________________________
i havent applied yet, but i really pray i get in. i havent applied yet, and that's wad's killing me most. it drives me nuts insane and jumpy with anxiety.
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anyway, on the nonsence side, PEOPLE like talking to me cos im random! hahahahah that's so funny. when i heard 2 people say that at the exact same time! and my sch mates think im an introvert! :D hahaha! so different from serve when im like such a-without a doubt- extrovert.
its funny , how much things have change, how ive change,
thinking of the personality test session we had during serve, when we were split into Is and Es, and there was a real battle going on cos the INTROVERTS said the EXTROVERTS were attention seekers who didnt use their brains and talk without thinking. and then the extroverts were so angry and were like, : " just because you dont say anything you all think you all are so smart!" i cant really rmb the WHOLE argument, and presentation but i remember that our main conclusion was that introverts were very very very mean. (:
aye, i miss joshualin. hhahahaha. (: dont get me wrong! but he's so cute and fun! we were like part of the extroverts who got offended and like trashed the introverts back toget, along with bings and the rest! hahahahah
