and i wanna say that GOD is GOOD. always, and forever.
because he has shown me how trusting in him no matter how bad things are, is all worth it. and i love my cg alot! because, today, after we ended class, I DONT KNOW WHY, but graciepoo kept insisting that i should tell them about financial stuff and what not bout the doulos trip.
I KNOW graciepoo knew that i was worrying alot, but i didnt tell her specifically that im actually worried about money. and how i'll be squeezing my mom dry from now onwards. too add to my worries, i cant find a job. and to make matters WORST, i have so little time for jobs. because im leaving for cambodia in 2 weeks, and then there'll be jyc, vbc, syc, and yea, then i'll fly of again, then when i come back it'll be preparation for CHRISTMAS.
oh wells, i must add that, mojo really really touches me from the bottom of my heart and i love her like mad, and im glad that god has placed her in my life. i was so surprised when she CAME for syc last year, and i am overwhelmed by her love for her friends! joanna li. (: i know she'll never ever read my blog, but i still LOVE YAR! you know my deepest thoughts and that im worrying even thought i can bluff like a million others! u're crazyily good! and smart!
anyhow, when i go on doulos, i'll be bringing all of you in my hearts! i'll bring colleennybaby's servanthood, huimin's smile, daffy's- GREATEST FRIEND spirit, mojo's listening ear, and penetrating eyes that seem to know everyone's desire. aud's joy, abby's sweetness, jingyu's presence and the way she ask questions. and lastly, i'll bring everything for nana, i'll write all my experience, and i'll pray for everyone who cant come with me, as mojo says, those that can go, go. those that can give time, give time. those that can give money, give money, those that can give prayers, give prayers. so i know, im NOT ALONE, i've got all these wonderful people with me(:
and there's joshuatay too hahaha, he keeps telling me how excited he is for me(: and jj's astroboy shirt brightened my day! and natty! you rock:) and veeeny! im glad u're back!
edit/ oh although i didnt write before, im actually bringing more people than this blog can fill. BUT i dont wanna seem LUOSUO, and make this super long and draggy, so you who are so important in my life, reading my blog, (HAHA) i'll bring you too, in a way. (:
and if you guys must know, after easter camp, smallguo and SOME OTHERS, inofficially made up a camp theme song, and said it should be _____ that song we have to keep singing during the mass. and he said this time my doulos theme song should be row row row your boat. and i've found more out more than ONCE , why GOD made pans. like those frying pans, yea.
