Sunday, December 17, 2006
HELLO WORLD! (: im back! and really pleased to be back cos there are actually people who are pleased to see me! SUCHA HAPPY FEELING!
helps soothe the sadness a little.
i'll blog more and post pictures next time, when im less sad and when things work out more.
i miss godpah): godpah's in kl on business trip. i miss him alot. ):
the feeling of everything is so overwhelming.
EVERYTHING.
i think i'll miss godpa more than anything.
im not used to this.
the waves all crashing at the same time.
gramps is in hospital, and he doesnt even recognise me. HE DOESNT EVEN KNOW IM MANDAAA. ):
he tells me to go away, and that he wants to sleep cos he's really sleepy. he cant open his right eye cos its swollen. his arm is bandaged up, and he cant move his legs. he's alot thinner and he's got no more hair):
and they only called me in the evening. SIGH.
all i want for christmas is you.