Monday, December 25, 2006
OKAY, first up, SALVATION IS HERE!
i was playing for worship, dancing, and sharing a testimony.
definitely not what i expected.
firstly, i REMEMBER telling nat i was dancing for it like a long time ago, secondly, i thought he mass send the whole worship min that there was worship prac. I DIDNT know it was only those who were SUPPOSED to play -.-
cos i figured that he knew i was dancing!
and the testimony thing was only confirmed the day before the rehearsal!
and the dance, well, i told yan that i might not be able to dance REALLY gracefully and what not! ANYHOW, i didnt know it would be THAT hard until the rehearsal day, when driel jake , and everyone else was sitting there, staring at me, and i was like, HUH, I AM SUPPOSED TO DANCE!
i felt so out of place, and badly wanted to run of, in fact ive felt that a million times, even during practices, but i didnt wanna just give up cos i didnt like feeling uncomfortable, and it would be TERRIBLY irresponsible to back out. even if it were 2 weeks before, to me that is. SO i stuck on. the worst comment was by judy. made me wanna just die. but ANYHOW, it was just the fear of everything and i really didnt wanna dance AT ALL. but thanks to abby min yan calida beckie becky, it was quite okay, cos they were REALLY supportive. like really really, telling me i could do it and all that during the rehearsal and final practices.
THEN SAT CAME,
AND WE PRAYED LIKE MAD.
daffy was praying for me, nana too. i was so scared i kept asking daffy to pray for me, but she also did without me bugging her too! awfully sweet darling!
and thanks to the awesome awesome PEOPLE, being behind me,
princess, WONNY, jake, quahdebwah, natty, daffy, dan, glenn, ivee jlc
:D
i guess it was a WHOLE lot better than the rehearsals.
mei jans nana, said so, MMM. i just thank god for pulling me throught THAT.
and during worship, i KNOW we had a feel mistakes,
but GLORY GOES TO GOD in the end!
THE WHOLE TEAM ROCKED (:
WHEEEEEEEE(:
and i thankgod for everyone! for natt too! for starting worship bible study, has brought new deeper rooted friends! I figured, after going through salvation is here,
with GOD,i can overcome anything. like TOTALLY.
i really really love this picture, i only have one copy of it, cos nat gave it to us for christmas, so i took a picture of it (: CHEATER'S method but who cares! its sat's band with the media team (:
we make a good picture! YAY, im definitely framing it up in aussie(:
